To the Man with the Broken Heart...

It's hard to love again when someone that once means the world to you,
   left without an acceptable reason...

When you chose to hold on to her yet she chose to gave up on you,

When you chose to fight for her but she chose to walk away from you,

When you chose to never say goodbye because you know she can make it without you.

As she left she still carries pieces of you, 

pieces of you that she broke, that's why you can't hate her, 

you can't hate her for shattering you into bits because there are still pieces of you that longs for her,

for her smile, for her laugh, for her touch, for her love... 

For her love that you lost a long time ago...

For her love that was the reason behind you building your walls up high.

For her love that almost made you left the entire world behind.

For her love that made you ache all the butterflies that died in you as she left.

For her love that you crave so much you forgot that you can still be loved,

      maybe not by her, but by me...

I want to find every piece of you and put it back again,

   even replace the pieces that's with her with ones of my own.

Maybe you're nothing to her but baby, you're everything to me...

Maybe you're just a star for her but you are my moon, my whole night sky.

Maybe you're scared to fall in love again because of someone that promised to you they would stay,

   but turned their back and just walk away.

But I'm here, not to make a promise, but to prove to you that you can always count on me, 

   to stay when everyone chose to leave,

   to remind you that you are loved even when you're at your worst,

   to make you feel enough whenever you feel like you're unworthy,

   to show you how perfect you are even with your flaws and mistakes.

Maybe I can't make you mine because you still want to be her's...

   I can't make you need me like you need her,

   I can't make you love me the way you love her,

   I can't make you fight for me like how you fought for her.

But let me be yours, like how I always wanted you to be mine...

   Let me need you and give you

       a brand new start...

   Let me love you and fix your

       broken heart...

   Let me fight for you and make you

       believe in someone again...

   

Finding You...

You came into my life unforeseen and at the time I least expected to...

When everything seems down and dull.
While I'm building my walls up and high
    that is made up of fear of every people always lying, people always choosing to give up,
    and people always leaving...
Determined to not let anyone pass and get through it again.

When I can almost feel my world crashing down...
While everything I'm used to be is drifting away from me.
   At the times when I'm confused on which broken piece of me to follow...
   On which part will lead me to hope again? Which part will make my world whole again?
   
When love is just merely a word I used to know.
    when every butterfly in my stomach died a long time ago...
    when I'm such a mess and pretending that everything that is happening wasn't hurting me
    when it really was breaking my heart...